looking forward

突然而来的闷。





我觉得我懂很多。其实我一窍不通。我真不甘心。可也因为我自以为是。

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2012/05/18 15:39 2012/05/18 15:39
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Its sickening

Nowadays i feel like i'm getting more and more hot-tempered, as in muh pissing-off starter gets triggered very easily. People crack a joke, I smell insult; people laugh in a conversation, I see humiliation. Always at the get-offended-border-line.

Nobody's fault, but muhself.

I strive for the fullest, but its really hard to get exactly what i want. No, i'm not a perfectionist, i just want muh life to be better, i yearn to be acknowledged for what i've done, i urge people to love me more. I AM A FREAKING ATTENTION SEEKER WHO WANTS TO BE IN THE SPOTLIGHT ALL THE TIME.

And i guess i over did it. Once you crossed the boundary everything looks different. I hope it could, but deep down inside i know it'll never go back to its original state.


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Time to go home, for some ego-adjustment haha.




I'm freaking tired, but i wont give up. I SWEAR.

Posted by Sue Yuin

2012/03/14 15:10 2012/03/14 15:10
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Muh Tail.

小狗与母。

“妈咪,怎样才能得到幸福?”
“孩子,幸福就在你尾巴丫。”

结果他拼了命的追丫追,却怎么也舔不到自己的尾巴。

“傻瓜,要充满满自信地往前走,幸福就在后面跟着你!”




要知足,谁不懂。





可人就是他妈的犯贱
你是,他是,我也是。

Posted by Sue Yuin

2012/02/24 02:19 2012/02/24 02:19
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It doesnt work the way you want it to.

In fact, it never will.










我没有衣莫,这一切不过是自作自受。



谁也怨不了谁。

Posted by Sue Yuin

2012/02/21 12:32 2012/02/21 12:32
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All I need is just a Genuine Hug



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以前的日子并不是说特别美好,可至少我有的是随处可得的温暖。





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天天面对着冷冰冰的一切,开始有点悚然。

Posted by Sue Yuin

2012/02/17 04:41 2012/02/17 04:41
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when tears let loose


我觉得自己永远都没有办法真诚地对待别人。



所以当你对我太好的时候我会很反感。我不喜欢不知所措的感觉。





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果然不像我。











抵不过内心的羞愧。活得好虚伪。

Posted by Sue Yuin

2012/01/08 00:20 2012/01/08 00:20
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where do i belong

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我在新加坡踏入(叔叔除外)的第一间家。

 



7月11日抵达changi,到今天整四个月了。



大家总会问我,不想家吗?
每次想说不太会啦,可是话到咽头总会被吞回去,怕我不爱家的形象深印在别人脑中。

 

总告诉自己,家永远都在,马来西亚跟新加坡只不过隔着一片海,有什么好想的。

 

 

 

但这次我真的homesick了。

 

 

 

 

 

生活开始堕落,汤汤水水的不堪一击。
失落的心情淋湿了很多夜晚的枕头。

在细细数落着抉择和抉择的时候。

 

 


对于应酬我有点累了。人与人我其实看不到真心。
不是任何人的错,只是我的心本来就不单纯。

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

真想快点回家。

 

 

 

 

 

 最近 file category 里 pure murmurs 这类的文字越来越多。
我实在不愿给部落格抹上灰灰的色调,但对于伪装我真的没有多余的气力了。




 

 

没事,我宁愿相信这只是个过渡期。雨后会天晴。

嗯,其实也没多少时间可以淋雨啦。

Posted by Sue Yuin

2011/11/11 20:58 2011/11/11 20:58
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LOL i have to make this fast. Before it turns 12AM.
I just wanna say..



THANK YOU!
to all who have contributed in building muh great day.
Surprises, wishes, celebrations, calls, sms-es, wall posts, tweets etc.
Love you guys!





Will blog more soon :):) *if you're interested lols :\

 

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Well to be frank i wasnt anticipating this day, prefer staying 18 T___T
But still, thanks for making muh day
JJJ

 

xoxo,

Posted by Sue Yuin

2011/06/11 23:59 2011/06/11 23:59
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Get down, Bitch

Glad to push the seemingly angry entry down.
(actually it wasnt a mad post, i swear!!)


And i shall treat you guys a leng lui pic. ;)
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Pretty rightttt! <333333333


Guys, her name is YUN CHEN.
The sweeeeeetest gal ever, she's like super good and kind and helpful in every thing :):):)
imposssible to not like her, even i muhself cant help fallin in love wif her *mwuaxXXxx*





 

Well, inspired by muh previous blog pic (i call that geisha look), she asked me to edit a pic like that for her too.
So here it goes..'

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TADAAAAAAAAAA!!!






Check out her Idealess Blog!! =DD


Note to chen: Cheer up, i'm here if you ever need me :)








Busy at the mo, Ciao.



BTW i highlighted muh hair! Purple WEEEEEE :D
Will blog abt it soon!



Loads of Love,

Posted by Sue Yuin

2011/04/12 01:39 2011/04/12 01:39
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Aprilfool's follow-up

I have no intention of picking a fight wtf.

 

 

  

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This entry merely is to claim that I’m truly single, so is Willow who has loads of fans (though he has no idea about it whatsoever).

 
Again i have to say that that was totally an Aprilfool's joke.

* I get that some people were too lazeeeee to finish reading muh previous entry (more never bothered to read T_T), misunderstandings were everywhere..

 

 

And lets see what happened during the time.

 

 

When we were “having a relationship”

 

People reacted in different ways: some congratulated whole-heartedly, some were intrigued, and some disliked it. Of course I would not care what your reactions were since it wasn’t real, but I couldn’t help getting annoyed at some who actually pm-ed me asking me to fuck off.

 

 

Call me desperate pulak, yeah right I admit, so what? Cui ah? K

At least I’m not as miserable as you, who choose to backstab people instead of making effort for yourself under the SUN (chinese phrase lai de lol)! Now regret liao then scold people pulaak. Who more desperate eh.

 

 

 

On the other hand, hey I noticed some smart asses who actually realized it was an April fool’s joke LOL :D


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THOUGH many believed it (including muh relatives who spreaded the "news" at home and called me mam askin abt it ><)
Suddenly I have so many friend requests with only one mutual friend. Hahaha. Sorry la have to reject coz muh fb is only for people I know
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* I know willow accepted a lot of muh frens laaaaa..paisehhh ^^”


 

 

After we announced that it was a Prank

 

True friends cursed and hit me (or nearly killed me), liked muh blog (hahaha) and then laughed it off, topic ended.


While FOOLS dragged on and on and on…….bitching on how desperate (again!) I was. Shitty hell!

Do you have any idea what April fool is meant for? In case you don’t know, people can NEVER get mad at having been fooled on that particular day one okay.

 

So please, yes, you, please put all these to a STOP. I’m a very kind and good girl one, now having a tiring routine with muh jobs liao la, don’t suffocate me sommore la wuwuwu.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

In a nutshell

 

So now everything back to normal ya.

 

 

 

 

I shall FLIRT ON! ;D

 


more..







p/s. i respect you bitches i wont tell anyone who you are so no worries :)

Posted by Sue Yuin

2011/04/08 22:32 2011/04/08 22:32
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