It doesnt work the way you want it to.

In fact, it never will.










我没有衣莫，这一切不过是自作自受。



谁也怨不了谁。

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2012/02/21 12:32 2012/02/21 12:32
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All I need is just a Genuine Hug



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以前的日子并不是说特别美好，可至少我有的是随处可得的温暖。





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天天面对着冷冰冰的一切，开始有点悚然。

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2012/02/17 04:41 2012/02/17 04:41
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when tears let loose


我觉得自己永远都没有办法真诚地对待别人。



所以当你对我太好的时候我会很反感。我不喜欢不知所措的感觉。





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果然不像我。











抵不过内心的羞愧。活得好虚伪。

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2012/01/08 00:20 2012/01/08 00:20
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Useless

I never liked wasting time.








But seems like i'm used to it.

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2011/12/27 19:37 2011/12/27 19:37
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Blink and gone!

Muh first sem in NUS has just passed, or rather, flew by without me really knowing it.


Halfway through the exams, i took a chance and let loose of muhself. Went to explore a small part of SG wif primary sch friends!

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It was a very random thing, the very mo i finished muh accounting paper i received yongjie's text saying that kayoong and sherwin are coming so we decided to have a lunch. And then halfway through  lunch we just agreed to go somewhere else beyond NUS. Despite our coming papers and all haha! (As i've said before impromtu outings suit me well weeeee)
 
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To prove that they've been here!


Our destination was the Marina Bay. OR more specifically, the Skypark?

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Look behind us! Its like damn far away right? Plus it was drizzling a bit and the floor was wet and we had to walk all the way there okay complaints stop here.

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So we went through this double helix bridge. It looked okay only to me on the spot but when the pictures came out its quite nice!

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Once we got in this building (no idea what its called) it started to rain heavily and we were so stuck here. So we lepak all around - to the casino, the tech shops, and to the very LV branch there.

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See its so special standing out itself on the water.
At first we din really dare to walk into the shop linked to the this floating building coz its like for rich people only which we're not. Then we saw many people walking in and thought we'd take a chance hahaha.


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When we were taking this pic a man walked to us and i thought he was gonna shoo us away but surprisingly he told us to go up a level for a more beautiful scenery. Sooo nice of him!


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And hence, the level where sofas were provided and i slept there for like half an hour? (Exams kill wtf).

After that tried going up to the Skypark but failed halfway coz we did not have keys or anyth wtf. I think it was like the biggest setback of our visit to this place haha. Next time!

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Last group pic wif the night scenery of the place! <33


Pics credit to Sherwin!
Okay i know i look damn fat, gained like at least 5 kgs since i came to NUS. (OMG!!!)
But i guess this is a process, hopefully i can recover by the end of this year :\



Muh holidays so far..one trip to malacca and one trip to Kota Tinggi, johor. (pics up soon!) Very funny, muh first time being out of sg since i came in July and now i seem to go through the kastam everyday.

And And And tmr i'm finally going back home! YAY CYA :D

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2011/12/10 12:55 2011/12/10 12:55
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夜夜夜夜

很快就能看见蓝天了。

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2011/11/30 02:59 2011/11/30 02:59
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peace out <3


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Of trees.


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Of coconuts.


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Of moon-rise.


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Of fishes.



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Tioman it is :)


Yoz peeps! Muh blogging mojo is back all of sudden, at the wrong time unfortunately. :(
Cant do a long entry without feeling guilty now that everyone's studying so hard for exams, so i just thought i'd post some pics from muh tioman trip (which happened 5 months ago wtf). I shall blog about it very soon, wait till muh exams are done!



okay maybe not so soon, still have to wait till after i return from a malacca trip and a camp in johor. HA! cant wait! i'm so sick of books and notes now.


Everything is Ending Soon, i just have to Stay Strong! :)

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2011/11/18 13:13 2011/11/18 13:13
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where do i belong

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我在新加坡踏入（叔叔除外）的第一间家。

 



7月11日抵达changi，到今天整四个月了。



大家总会问我，不想家吗？
每次想说不太会啦，可是话到咽头总会被吞回去，怕我不爱家的形象深印在别人脑中。

 

总告诉自己，家永远都在，马来西亚跟新加坡只不过隔着一片海，有什么好想的。

 

 

 

但这次我真的homesick了。

 

 

 

 

 

生活开始堕落，汤汤水水的不堪一击。
失落的心情淋湿了很多夜晚的枕头。

在细细数落着抉择和抉择的时候。

 

 


对于应酬我有点累了。人与人我其实看不到真心。
不是任何人的错，只是我的心本来就不单纯。

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

真想快点回家。

 

 

 

 

 

 最近 file category 里 pure murmurs 这类的文字越来越多。
我实在不愿给部落格抹上灰灰的色调，但对于伪装我真的没有多余的气力了。




 

 

没事，我宁愿相信这只是个过渡期。雨后会天晴。

嗯，其实也没多少时间可以淋雨啦。

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2011/11/11 20:58 2011/11/11 20:58
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this is what you call lazy

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有时候会觉得虚伪的笑容是我唯一剩下的。

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2011/11/05 10:32 2011/11/05 10:32
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Language matters

Randomness is just a start. But some just dont get it.










I cant afford to keep on losing valuable stuff.
I cant stand the idea of being left out.
I cant bring muhself to start the conversation.
I cant be sure that everyone thinks the same.
I cant helping missing the old times.
I cant stop emo-ing over relationship issues.
I cant refuse.
I cant resist.
I cant cope.
I cant focus.









Sometimes i feel like a drama queen. and i hate muhself for being such an attention seeker. but the thing is, i cant change it. WTF.






While all the time i feel suffocated coz i'm so scared i cant live up to ur expectations. I feel like crying but thats not what i'm supposed to do. I'm so not truly muhself. I cannot. I'm sorry.



i thought i was strong. i was wrong. shayt.

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2011/10/30 00:36 2011/10/30 00:36
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